freedom?

driving the whole morning out of town, ok, out of my usual domain, has been an exciting and yet DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO kind of experience. Believe averaging at 160 at these ungodly hours should be acceptable...it's so dark and patches of heavy rain...all these just propelled me to run faster and to get to the next "civilization". Also, frustration and stresses built for the passed few months were like a catalyst, backnurner...haha...still not able to touch 180 somehow...to chicken I guess. The feel is good but when reaching the city, the traffic congestion does remind me of how free I was...and the ugly side of the city...the dirty toilet, greasy food (well, no choice, as this is the only thing open at my destination business site), and the ceiling fan was so fan that I have to shift to another table as it was chilly with the rain outside. and of course, the cold face of people, business people, cab driver, clerk, waiter... it just add more coldness to the overall atmosphere...I bet when addeded up, it bring the morning temperature down to below 25C... it read 25C on dashboard.

The meeting was fast, efficient and like a breeze...I only able to finish up 5 pages of Prisoner of Birth while waiting for my turn...thought I am gonna need a netbook (i am trying to make full use of it) and the book...haha...all set and a happy occasion so far. and NOW, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? sitting at Burger King...sipping black coffee, my 3rd since early hours...watching people walks by...I have all afternoon or all day...but what to do? go find the books I wanted to buy/browse at kikokuniya? or just wasting time on internet or just sit outside and enjoy the morning (well, close to noon now) sun or breeze or drizzle?  no complaint...just trying to figure out what's next...cannot believe I really lost in a FREE morning/day...where is my roadmap/milestone/just simply a freakin' planner?

:)